Pondering over the Lessons of the Accident
I belief that there is a deeper meaning in all that happens, that all has purpose. During my long recovery time I sure had plenty of time for contemplation. Why did this accident happen? What did this recovery process teach me? I did come up with quite a few important changes in my life resulting from this incident. It was my first real test for the Seraphim Blueprint energies. And I became a total advocate after experiencing the power of that system. I was most amazed about the results I achieved while controlling my pain. I had also for the first time turned to other Energy Healers for distance healings. I received weekly session for a couple of months and I clearly did feel the benefits. That experience clearly helped me in the process of understanding that the energies are omnipresent.
Moving on to Level II
Ruth Rendely continued to work with the class that started with the San Francisco Learning Annex workshop. She offered to initiate us into the next Levels via conference calls from Australia. I was hesitant at first, because I was concerned that the energies might be less effective because of the huge distance between Ruth and us. But I had experienced the power of the distance healing sessions while recovering from the accident. So I kept an open mind and gave it a try. So I participated in the Level II Initiations over the phone. I did feel the effect of the energies equally strong as if Ruth were right next to me. I finally started to understand that physical distance truly is of no importance at all when dealing with omnipotent forces.
Could I be a Teacher of the Seraphim Blueprint?
At some point Ruth mentioned that she would like to initiate a few more Teachers for the Seraphim Blueprint. The idea of teaching this great system did resonate with me immediately. However, I felt that I would have to complete more of the Levels myself first. I wanted to get a better understanding of the whole system. And I still had to deal with my reluctance to accept the Seraph to be the source of my experiences. That was obviously a problem if I wanted to tech the system to others...
Making a Deal with the Seraph
After much thinking and contemplation I still ended up at the point that I needed more proof of the Angels existence beyond and above Ruth's word and my physical experience. I had to see him. I had to see the Seraph to be able to completely re-arrange my belief system by integrating Angel into it. So I came up with this deal: I told the Seraph that if he existed and if he cared for me to become a teacher of the Seraphim Blueprint he would have to appear before me. If he revealed himself to me I would work with Ruth and become a Teacher.